I have a single friends and I listen to them as, day after day they tell me how they would love to meet "the one". What the person they fall in love with will look like, act like, the job he will have etc. I smile as people tell me how lucky I am to have met somebody so perfect. I thank people that tell me they wish their relationship was like mine.
If only they knew.
I listen to them knowing that I have never been completely single nor completely happy for more than a month or two. I have gone from one relationship to the next. To the next. Constantly living in hope that the next one will be the one that changes my life but always knowing deep down that this person also wont be "the one". Making sure I aim for the right type of person to cure the scars that the last relationship had caused. At least been single, you can hold on to the hope that you will one day kiss a frog that turns into a prince. In my life, the frogs just keep on coming.
