There is someone else Ive met. I have tried to not let this effect the relationship that I am in as it seems to be nose diving all by itself. But it is hard and sometimes it takes something like this realise that what you have is not working. The guy I have met has something about him that I really like. At the same time he has something about him that I really do not like. Try as I may, I cannot put my finger on it. Reading this, you may be thinking that I am two timing scum. Maybe you are right. But there is more going on in my head than I will ever be able to put to PC. Besides, I am yet to do anything sexual with the person Ive met apart from a kiss. One thing I do know is that it is so nice to actually find someone sexually attractive again. I have never been in a relationship where the thought of my other half coming near me repulses me.
Im ashamed to admit that Ive thought of the things I could do to this other person in the bedroom. Quite alot.
If only I was in the position where I could.
